2:45 AM
aarghhh..this is SO not the week to b pmsing.ahaha...ok..im angry with my best friend..cause shes totally forgotten abt me..shes neva calling me..i call her n she wans to watch tv instead of toking to me..she wrote wonderful testimonials to hema n shakira but she din write one to me. she was toking abt me n hema going to the thing..i noe no one understands xcept for me n mayb the friend..but tts the way i wan it to b. i juz cant stand it. i cant believe tt she can totally forget me wen shes gotten her new friends n her new ''boyfriend'' n her new school. i mean..i tok to hema everyday!! n shakira!! but not manesha..its been like super long since ive toked to her..n wen we wen for the debate..i thought it was a chance to get baq to manesha..c some of her old self..but no..its neva tt way..shes like always toking to her new friends..i mean she toks to us..but..i juz want her baq..to her old self..NOT this new her..shes changed a lot..since shes went there..i juz dunt noe..is it better without her..? or worse without her..? its hEr loss if she dusnt wan to b with me..its ok..i guess..tts the way it is..she even wrote in shakis testimonial tt she will tok to her abt her ''boyfriend'' on the fone! which like made me damn sad..i mean..she used to tok to ME abt those stuff..n I used to tell shaki all those stuff..sighs..boohoo. hoohoo. n the reason y i dun want it this week..is bcause i hav like 5 tests/CA/CA2 frm today..n i juz got it yest..so yupps. im NOT in a gd mood.
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