1:21 AM
ooo nice. lol. ok wadeva. ya. normal sch day onli today my bag extra extra extra heavyy.i practically died.it was so damn heavy. some more muz stand the whole way in 14 bus. except wen we reached tanah merah cause we got the back seats downstairs. quite ok i guess. i saw shaki.. she was looking for me. but she din c me sitting there. she wasnt on the bus la. she missed it as usual. even tho i din slack arnd or anything at all i came back at 3.30. can u imagine. wen sch finished at 2. n i din even do anything or go anywhere. things happened today like every single day. i thought it wud b finished aft the embarrassing stuff.dunno. i guess it wun ever? ahhha. im toking crapp all the way. so nonsence. im so bored n i wanna chocolate doughnutt.im hungry. ok i shall go n find for snacks.poof. ahahha.
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4:04 AM
ok im supposed to say wat happened with cousins n stuff but really there was alot n im really lazy. i hav a lot of hmework today but i finished lit =) aft dinner gonna finish maths n science--if possible but muz ah. if anything i will watch soccer n do. i realised friendster is weirdd. all these malaysian guys add u n say hi n all tt crap. n its not juz one or two. theres loads. today got one guy send me smile n said hi n how r u. another guy today send hi. how r u. wow ashwini is a sweet name! oh godd. no seriously Y MALAYSIAN GUYS. there was this other guy hu added me on msn but i blocked him the first day itself. then manesha toks to him ah. so the other day she came online here while she was over. n he happened to b online. this clever gal go n say tt she is in ashwini's hse. godd. tts it. he gos on n on saying he says hi..he misses me..he thinks tt im such a sweet gal..n all tt crapp la. i was like oh god help me pls. den manesha clever la. she go n say my ''bf'' was here also n he wasnt very happy with it. AHAHA. damn funny la. like as if i got bf man. den tt guy was like so? i din say anything. den he said something tt was reaally xtreme. den manesha said eh u better like dun say like tt cause my imaginary bf wasnt happy. den we cudnt stand it so we said we gotta go n blocked him. goshh. c wat i mean. n one aft another. they keep coming. den some of them think i hav a bf which isnt true but hu needs to let them noe tt. den they will b like eh sweet gals like u got bf alreadi how guys like me find gf. den they b like joking. hiyo. annoying sia. n they all say how r u. ur so sweet. wow. n it isnt nice. n y malaysian guys for goodness sake. k anyways i wanna watch the ending of tts so raven--if i can catch it n i wud eat n watch drake n josh n do my hmework. akka n amma still haven come yet so gd for me. amma coming late. appa no need to say. its a known fact wat time he will come back. akka i hav no clue but the later the better for me cause once she comes home she wud start nagging at me n screaming at me to get off the fone so tt she can use n she wud disturb me in all ways possible. so yupps. chao.
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5:11 AM
wheeeeeee.the fun we hadd.today shaki n manesha came overr.at first we wanted to take neoprints first ah.so i n shaki met at bedok int.then manesha was screaming on the fone saying she dusnt wanna go alone to tm.so we had to take mrt to pasir ris n meet her- her being very late as usual.but the fun thing was me n shaki wandered in whitesands where we saw shaki's banana grp.=) then we met manesha.den we took another train to tampines.then we wen straight to the neoprint machine.n ya we started taking..n taking..n taking..n ya..in the end we realised we spent quite a LOT of money n TIME n we were so damn late to come to my hse.it was fn taking neoprints anyways.it turned outt to b retarded n nice n ugly n weird.n ya.it was FUN.den we came to my hse.where my psycho dog was barking n scaring them.n them screaming away even tho i was holding her n she was tied up.yupp.n we came in.they checked in to my room.we tried to play the movie high sch musical on the com but din work.it made my com hang.--ok wait.my sis nagging me to go n eat so ya i will continue later i guess.
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10:05 AM
u noe wat.its 1 06am in the morn.i feel kinda sleepy but i dun wanna sleep-dun ask y.everyones sleeping alreadi.my mum,my sis,my doggie,my auntie..yupp.everyone.im soo boredd.n i was juz editing this blogg.n i was reading all my really old posts.they r seriously funny.n now im thinking like wth was i really like tt b4. weirdd much. n i juz realsied this entire blog thing. the dates n the times r all wrong.gone koyak alreadi.weirdd much.u noe mayb i shud go n sleep.hmm.mayb.yea i shud la.kk nites to myself--retardedness.
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8:45 AM
ok.weird things happening.very very weird.my mum.shes singing.n not juz ordinary singing.shes singing saami song in my room! shes using my radio n shes listening n shes singing so damn loud tt i can hear-in hEr room.mayb she dusnt realise shes singing so loud.akkas sleeping in her room with the lights off.like as if shes sleeping anyways.shes probably toking to tt someone.its always the same.i hav this weird cuckoo family.one minute akkas screaming n amma all weird n sad n emo n im juz stuck in the middle of nowhere. n appas really never at home.now hes in malaysia.but i really felt bad for him.really.i send him sms yest to say im smsing with my new fone n to tell him happee fathers day.he was like thanks n i wish i was home to celebrate it.sweet rite.yeah.hes never usually like tt.this's the first time hes actually like tt actually.bcause hes even missed deepavali last year wat.he was in some weird country like pakistan or something.i really hav a weirdd family.my mum is nowadays really freaking me outt.im always wondering y cant she b like her old old self. its scary at times.like now.shes singing saami songs for goodness sake.like pls help me. n my sis is really getting scared.god noes y.she asked me to follow her downstairs so she can drink milk wen she was toking on the fone n manju n the fishes n aunty r downstairs.godness.-onli manju n aunty were sleeping ofcourse.but i dun get it.ive done tt loads of times b4.i mean i watch soccer downstairs alone.n later at nite i come upstairs off-ing all the lights n stuff.i dun think its scary.weirdd.ok now ive juz proven my point.manju juz came up bcause shes lonely.im telling her to sit n stay upstairs but she noes she cant so yea.shes waiting at the steps.weird doggie.lol.aiya weirdd familyy.
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12:55 AM
ahhha.im toking to hema.n shes giving me a questionare.like how I gave her!! i started the whole thing.n it was DAMN FUNNY. i asked her all kinds of questions.including hu u like n it muz b a guy. n i asked wat do u love to do other than looking at guys?? ahhahaahhha.it was totally cool.lol.now i gtg cause i gotta change.ahha.need to go out.=)
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4:46 AM
ok.im juz screwed.i think i was too happy.tts y now im so damn sad.ok i was happy for a few days in bali.n i came back yest n i was still happy.i was starting to think life is gd.mayb tts y.i dunt noe.but suddenly i get the hardest question given by the friend i never knew i wud b friends with.the whole nite im worrying abt it.today started quite ok..with my friends..but most of the time during filming i was helping to cheer rukku up.so its not really counted.then i meet shaki n hema at interchange.it was onli supposed to b shaki but hema came last min.it was ok until we wen to the public fones.b4 tt me n shaki swapped SIM bcause my fone got totally no batt n her fone the SIM dusnt work.so we wanted at least one fone to contact.then we wen to the public fones.shaki took out her ipod n fone n put it at the fones.we took out change bcause shaki wanted to make a call.then we looked up.the fone n ipod were gone.it was juz a split secnd for goodness sake.we were really panicking.we tried going back to the mcdonalds to check even tho we were really sure tt we took everything.it was gone.my SIM,her motorola v3,n her ipod. we tried calling my fone.the guy picked up the first time n said hello actually.shaki immediately asked hu it was n all tt.the toot put down the fone.we kept on calling but the toot was silent on the fone n aft a while he put down.tootototootoot.so i called appa n told him everything.shaki did the same.both parents said police report.we did.it was ok.but the fone n my sim is gone.for sure.n her ipod.it was a really long story..n wen i come back no one is home which is gd in a way.n then i try to tok to the friend.but the friend keeps on asking me the question n it isnt helping the way i feel.i cried.not on the fone.abt the lost sim.wen m i ever gonna b trusted anymore. n to top it all manesha's pissed with me n wud rather tok to chairman.i really need some consoling but it looks like i will never get it.worst day ever.seriously.nth like this has ever happened in my entire life.its juz so diff n i really cant take it.i cant even b happy for a while.god.im really screwed like i said.
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3:22 AM
boooishh.ok i juz created tt word.lol.ive been going outt loads n ive been taking so many bloody fotos.ahha.yest i met shaki at library.it was super fun.=) we were meant to do homework.i did two paragraphs of tamil compo.shaki did nth.ahha.we took some time to actually find a place in the library first place.warning to all: never go to the children's level if u can help it. lol. it was jungle madness there.kids were running n screaming all over the place! finally we found a secluded spot n sat there listening to my mp3.but in btwn we were taking fotos with my camera.=) hees.i asked my dad [ fone ] whether i cud bring it. he juz said yes. he din even ask y wen i was supposed to go there to ''do'' homework.LOL.weird,juz weird. anyways..we decided to hav a break so we left the library n wen to the playground where shaki got ''attacked'' the day b4. we bought fries n stuff b4 going there.-ouh ya.the guy at the mcdonalds counter seriouSly looked like a girl! until we heard his voice! god. ok baaack- we sat at the bench there n ate the fries n drank the coke.bcause some kids were at the playground.then wen we finished eating we ran up n down this scary grassy hill.it wasnt really a hill cause its kinda really tiny.lol.then the kids in the playground left. so we got the camera n there our photoshoot began. we took sooo many photos.then we wen to another playground which according to shaki is nicer.it was.lol.there was a see-saw there.so we sat there n played the games for a while.then we started photoshoot agn! LOL.we took sooo many pics! we had so much of fun la.then shaki got hungry agn.so we wen to mcdonalds agn.we din wanna embarrass ourselves with the girlie guy [ok im SO mean] counter guy.so we took the lady nex to tt.then tt lady was saying we get the student plan.then tt girl like guy saw us.we both looked down n were like shit.then he called his fren n was like pointing at us.double shit.then its like wen the lady giv us the tray i took one side with one hand n shaki took the other side with one hand.we were carrying it like tt! the lady was like oh two ppl muz carry like tt ah n she burst out laughing.n guess wat. so did we.EXPECTED.we really couldnt stop laughing.so we ate chit chat n we wen outside there.it was really secluded.we took more fotos.LOL.we finished the entire four batteries i brought.DOUBLE LOL.i wen back home four minutes b4 curfew time.very LARGE improvement.i smsed appa n he was like wow u came back 4 minutes early! cool rite.i go home n delete the unwanted fotos locked in my room dancing to gr8t tamil music for once.amma knocks n my door n buggs me n she wanted to c the fotos.i was like i will show n ya.but the battery was dying n wud go within minutes.lol.but it was enuff for mum n akka to c the pics.i tried taking sme more fotos at home but not enuff batteries.ll.it was juz plain fun.n now i realise i wrote too much n now i cant write abt today.sad.=( i shall write tmrw.=)
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2:12 AM
yupps.loads hav been happening arnd here.its a new month n everything seemed to hav changed.especially me.i m really diff now.its not my attitude or anything.its juz the way i m.u noe i haven even touched my books since the holidays started? which means i haven even started with my homework.which trust me is loads.its so unlike the old me in pri sch.even tho mayb i slacked a bit in pri sch i was never this way.i wud at least try to finish my homework.n its like nowadays my room is a junkyard.which is unlike me agn in pri sch.i used to think it was fun to clean n rearrange my table n room n stuff.but tt attitude is long gone n now all i wanna do is go out with frens, use the fone, use the com n watch tv. tts it.juz slack totally.its most probably bcause ive entered sec sch..but i din used to think tt my life wud b so diff. im using the fone 24/7.im always smsing n im very scared for my bill.the gd news out of all this is tt today im getting my mp3! =) yay.finaally.aft 4 months of waiting.gosh.its been so long.but the thing is appa is buying without us arnd.as in he will buy it back home for us.nOw im scared.bcause i wan smething nice n smething tt looks classy.lol.but i did tell appa most of the specifications.like i wanted a creative mp3.i wan it to b 1 GB.-kinda alot i noe-n yapps.i wonder wat he will get.hes getting akka one too.which is kinda gd bcause akka wun steal my mp3.n i cant complain bcause akka was so nice to me wen appa bought her a table n he bought me the same one too.=) lol.so now my dad buys both of us the same things which is kinda gd in a way bcause between us..its really hard to share..n now cause like both of us r like grown up girls..*cough cough* yupp.n mayb..juz mayb..i might b going bali with perima.tt wud b totally cool.but mayb onli.if the tour lady can fit us in than can la.if cannot then i cant realli b bothered.perima was like saying dun get disappointed if we dun get the tickets n i was like i dun mind at all.which is totally tru.im happee both ways.if we get it or dunt.cause bali is kinda scary place..cause got the bombings n stuff..at first i was like hiya [to my worryfull mum] but later wen i think of it its actually scary.but she asked me to ask appa.he was like do u wan to go? i was like yupp.he was like OK. tts it.tts the gd thing abt appa.he more of a freestyle person.amma wen she heard him she was like huh really.ahahaas.weird rite? lol.im at perimas hse now n my fone batt died.as in totally gone.so sad.i really cant livw without my fone..but the onli thing gd abt not having a fone is tt u dun get disturbed.which i m totally opposite.i get soo many calls a day.everytime either shaki or rashida sms me.the min im not at home they call my handphone.n the min i come back home they wan to tok.its the same everyday n now amma is really getting fed up.mostly bcause she wans to spend time with me. but im like i alreadi do.its quite true ok.i do tok to her n spend time with her.i dunno she is totally like clinging on to me or something.n bcause of tt nowadays she dusnt even allow me to go out.like yest i wanted to meet shaki n hema but agn i cudnt bcause of amma.i was kinda upset but at least i cud rest a bit at home.ok tts all for now.chao.
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