4:46 AM
ok.im juz screwed.i think i was too happy.tts y now im so damn sad.ok i was happy for a few days in bali.n i came back yest n i was still happy.i was starting to think life is gd.mayb tts y.i dunt noe.but suddenly i get the hardest question given by the friend i never knew i wud b friends with.the whole nite im worrying abt it.today started quite ok..with my friends..but most of the time during filming i was helping to cheer rukku up.so its not really counted.then i meet shaki n hema at interchange.it was onli supposed to b shaki but hema came last min.it was ok until we wen to the public fones.b4 tt me n shaki swapped SIM bcause my fone got totally no batt n her fone the SIM dusnt work.so we wanted at least one fone to contact.then we wen to the public fones.shaki took out her ipod n fone n put it at the fones.we took out change bcause shaki wanted to make a call.then we looked up.the fone n ipod were gone.it was juz a split secnd for goodness sake.we were really panicking.we tried going back to the mcdonalds to check even tho we were really sure tt we took everything.it was gone.my SIM,her motorola v3,n her ipod. we tried calling my fone.the guy picked up the first time n said hello actually.shaki immediately asked hu it was n all tt.the toot put down the fone.we kept on calling but the toot was silent on the fone n aft a while he put down.tootototootoot.so i called appa n told him everything.shaki did the same.both parents said police report.we did.it was ok.but the fone n my sim is gone.for sure.n her ipod.it was a really long story..n wen i come back no one is home which is gd in a way.n then i try to tok to the friend.but the friend keeps on asking me the question n it isnt helping the way i feel.i cried.not on the fone.abt the lost sim.wen m i ever gonna b trusted anymore. n to top it all manesha's pissed with me n wud rather tok to chairman.i really need some consoling but it looks like i will never get it.worst day ever.seriously.nth like this has ever happened in my entire life.its juz so diff n i really cant take it.i cant even b happy for a while.god.im really screwed like i said.
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