2:12 AM
yupps.loads hav been happening arnd here.its a new month n everything seemed to hav changed.especially me.i m really diff now.its not my attitude or anything.its juz the way i m.u noe i haven even touched my books since the holidays started? which means i haven even started with my homework.which trust me is loads.its so unlike the old me in pri sch.even tho mayb i slacked a bit in pri sch i was never this way.i wud at least try to finish my homework.n its like nowadays my room is a junkyard.which is unlike me agn in pri sch.i used to think it was fun to clean n rearrange my table n room n stuff.but tt attitude is long gone n now all i wanna do is go out with frens, use the fone, use the com n watch tv. tts it.juz slack totally.its most probably bcause ive entered sec sch..but i din used to think tt my life wud b so diff. im using the fone 24/7.im always smsing n im very scared for my bill.the gd news out of all this is tt today im getting my mp3! =) yay.finaally.aft 4 months of waiting.gosh.its been so long.but the thing is appa is buying without us arnd.as in he will buy it back home for us.nOw im scared.bcause i wan smething nice n smething tt looks classy.lol.but i did tell appa most of the specifications.like i wanted a creative mp3.i wan it to b 1 GB.-kinda alot i noe-n yapps.i wonder wat he will get.hes getting akka one too.which is kinda gd bcause akka wun steal my mp3.n i cant complain bcause akka was so nice to me wen appa bought her a table n he bought me the same one too.=) lol.so now my dad buys both of us the same things which is kinda gd in a way bcause between us..its really hard to share..n now cause like both of us r like grown up girls..*cough cough* yupp.n mayb..juz mayb..i might b going bali with perima.tt wud b totally cool.but mayb onli.if the tour lady can fit us in than can la.if cannot then i cant realli b bothered.perima was like saying dun get disappointed if we dun get the tickets n i was like i dun mind at all.which is totally tru.im happee both ways.if we get it or dunt.cause bali is kinda scary place..cause got the bombings n stuff..at first i was like hiya [to my worryfull mum] but later wen i think of it its actually scary.but she asked me to ask appa.he was like do u wan to go? i was like yupp.he was like OK. tts it.tts the gd thing abt appa.he more of a freestyle person.amma wen she heard him she was like huh really.ahahaas.weird rite? lol.im at perimas hse now n my fone batt died.as in totally gone.so sad.i really cant livw without my fone..but the onli thing gd abt not having a fone is tt u dun get disturbed.which i m totally opposite.i get soo many calls a day.everytime either shaki or rashida sms me.the min im not at home they call my handphone.n the min i come back home they wan to tok.its the same everyday n now amma is really getting fed up.mostly bcause she wans to spend time with me. but im like i alreadi do.its quite true ok.i do tok to her n spend time with her.i dunno she is totally like clinging on to me or something.n bcause of tt nowadays she dusnt even allow me to go out.like yest i wanted to meet shaki n hema but agn i cudnt bcause of amma.i was kinda upset but at least i cud rest a bit at home.ok tts all for now.chao.
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