10:36 PM
wheee. u noe. appa. my dad. he CHANGED alot. alot alot. its so weirdd. but in a gd way. ahahas. he toks to me sooo much more. he comes back frm work early. he calls n asks me stuff. he even followed me today for parent- teacher session bcause amma cudnt go. tt is sooo weird cause hes NEVER been for these kinda stuff. but its diff. this time it was juz the indian teachers giving a talk. it was diff. i made friends with appa's friend's daughter. obviously he knew ppl there. he knew divya [sec 2] 's dad/ apparently they were very gd friends n had known each other for a long time. weird. divyas realli nice. friendly n totally sweet. den appa happened to noe prashanth's dad. [sec 3] obviously i dun tok to him la. hes pirated cd. n his mum was there so he din tok to us ah. we've always known pirated cd. hes a SC if im not wrong. or PSL. something like tt la. n appa knew his dad cause they did some sinda thing long time ago together. so there they go toking during the break. apparently prashanth has an older bro n a younger sis in temasek primary. n the elder bro is in first year JC. he was in victoria sec earlier. hahas. c how much info ive collected juz thru two dads. =) in a way. its gd tt appa noes all these ppl everywhere he goes cause then I meet mor ppl. make friends. yupp. it was gd ah the tok. it made sense in a weird way. n it felt weird to b there with appa. cause ive never been like tt b4. he was amazed with the sch. he found the hall extra big. he found the stage extra deep. he found out all the labs. he toked to mr.sara. SCARY. but mr.sara was realli nice ah. he was abt to say abt me wen appa suddenly cut. i was like shit. y did appa cut. i wanna c wat mr.sara has to say abt me la. saw mdm aashika smiling n laughing away as usual. it was cool. i met divya's other friend vino. her full name vinodini. yupp. k anyways. i gtg eat abit. den muz do homework. so tt sucks. yuppss. ciao.
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2:58 AM
buiisshh. tts how i feel. buiisshh. lols. so lazed frm sch. got two more projects to b done. i wish i cud tell the projects to go n die. damn annoying. frm abt five projects it dropped down to abt three or so so its abit better. science is done n english is done. ok apart frm sch now. on sat nite my mum n me had those heart to heart talks. toking abt everything under the sun. n guess wat. she even asked me hu i liked. i was like wat. n she was like its normal la its okay. wen i was ur age it was the same where we girls will b like omg tt cute guy juz smiled at me! hahahas. i guess tt never changes. so anyways. i actually told her abt ruddy. i told almost everything. i even said he stares alot too. lols. wat a weird thing to tell ur mum. i told masyi rukku n pearki n they were like wow i wish i cud tell my mum these kinda stuffs cause pearki's mum wud b so shocked shes thinking abt these stuffs at this age. rukku's mum wud nag n masyi's mum wud also nag. my mum dusnt exactly mind cause i noe she trusts me alot. alot alot. she noes i wun hav a boyfriend now. all i want is friends. but apparently the indian guys in my sch r so lousy. they dun even dare tok to us juniors. goshh. she even noes tt rashid said he liked me. but she also knew tt i rejected him. hes juz not the guy. n not now. n definetley not frm st.pats. it may sound so mean but realli i cant stand tt sch. the indian guys there- flirts. the onli thing they think abt is how to break the rules more n how to get a girlfriend. i thought rashid was a nice friend. but anyways he said sorri aft like one month or so. loong story abt him la but i dun exactly like toking to him tt much so ya forget it. so wen me n my mum had the tok she told me loads of stuff tt she was hiding frm me the past weeks. i knew she was hiding it n she needed to tell. but i din like to ask her. but wat she told me was much more than i expected. i was shocked. i was hurt most of all. but i din let her c tt cause i din wan her to tear even more than she alreadi was. i always hav to act te matured n understanding one to both my mum n my sis. my mum comes to me for comfort. i noe she needs me n my sis to keep her strong. but now i noe amma depends on me more. even tho i haven even reached 13 she trusts me like a 14 year old teen. so i tried to b confident wen i spoke. i din cry. but later aft she put me to sleep i cried in my pillow in the darkness. wat she told me was kinda scary. it was abt my dad. but nowadays my dad is being ever so nice to me n my sis. but to my mum hes juz not the same at all. me n my sis never noe y. n nowadays me n my sis we dun share our feelings like last time. its like now shes revolving in her own tiny world especially now with her bf. n the one thing i really dun like abt her bf is he dusnt tok to me. he never exactly has! ive never even seen him in real life b4 for goodness sake. everything at home seems so diff. amma was like telling me its not the happy family like b4. we used to go out four of us. as a family. we used to go shopping. we used to o cycling in east coast n then hav dinner there. we used to go for movies together. but now i cant even rmb the last time wen we actually wen out as a family. its so freaky. buiishh. yes im still feeling buiishh.
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6:34 AM
okeyys. yupp today was a loomg day. the whole day today. i was with my girlfriends rukku masyi n pearki. at rukku's hse. it all started wen we met each other at 11 in the morning at tm. i met masyi n pearki n i happened to c michelle with her primary sch frens. -main reason y she cudnt come- so we took the bus to rukku's bus stop. met her there. wen to her place. her elder bro wasnt at home. her younger bro was at home but he wen out later. so it was juz us n her mum hu watched tv in rukku's room.. so like the hse was so-called to us.we were being so retard. n for the first time. i felt so me. lol. i noe it sounds weird but i was realli being hu i realli m. n tt totally rocks. we all changed into the weirddy t-shirts n shorts. i had this over-sized shirt which im wearing now n this reealli faded shorts. pearki wore a digimon shirt which was her pajamas. lol. i wanted to wear this daffy duck shirt but i decided it was too sad for daffy duck so yupp. so we started painting. painting with wall paint. on cardboard. for lit project. drama. so we were doing the props. we end up painting ourselves n masyi was the cleanest so i wen to her n juz took her arm n there were black patches there. =D we ste maggi-mee for lunch. then we painted abit more. then we wen downstairs n played at the reealii nice playground which even has a solar panel- diff type. we juz toked n toked abt everything under the sun. but it was super shady there so double the fun. we even ate ice cream- bought it frm the ic cream man hu happened to come at tt time. we played abit. toked alot. then we suddenly came on the topic of our grandparents passing away n stuff. but suddenly pearki cried. n we were juz conforting her. it took some time for her to stop but most of us cud understand y. i say most cause u noe i haven experienced it n i reealli dun wanna. so anyways rukku suddenly spotted two cockroaches n told it to masyi. u cant believe wat masyi did. she took her shoe n she hit one of the cockroaches until it was flat. n guess wat. she took it by the feelers!! it was damnit sickk! we were like eewww n running away frm her. we felt like puking looking at tt thing. n the best part is she can still say the cockroach's blood is YELLOW. ew. juz ew. then we decided to go back up. n tts wen we realised the whole place was invaded with cockroaches! there were so many! there was even one in the second floor upside down. n tts where rukku lives. so we were running juz to get to rukku's hse in the second floor. then we continued painting. then rukku's mum made fries n nuggets n brought cake. i onli ate the fries cause i was seriously full. den we painted more. den masyi n pearki had to leave so we said bye to them.it was onli me rukku n her mum. so we finished it up. n i left at abt 7pm. so i came home at abt 7.45 n saw two indian guys in the way. hees. n now im here slacking like hell cause im way too tired. n i juz got so freaking shocked by this stupid thing la. annoying freak tt someone. n amma is freaking me out by asking me how to blog. realli this world is going upside down. n i realli dun understand wat ppl r doing. i dun get wat amma's doing. becoming more n more bhakthi [god-ish] n i noe wat shes hiding frm me n akka. obviously me n aka noe cause we knew it way long b4 she knew. n akka dusnt realli tell me stuff now shes got a bf. its so diff at home. n manju;s juz manju being her cute lovable fat self. i played with her hide n seek the other day. =D so i hardly tok alot st home. anyways. i wrote too much in one entry so tts it.
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5:15 AM
okies. now abt today. kayys normal sch day except for the part where i was sooo super sleepy. in science i almost slept. n i felt like falling straight back. cause we were in the lab. in english- the nex period- i slept. really slept. cause we were supposed to b reading. so the whole class was like reading. except for some of us hu were sleeping with the book open infront of us. den suddenly the teacher tapped on my shoulder n i woke up n got a shock ah. but she told me n masyi n rukku n pearki to go get some files. wah lau. i got so freaked out. i thought she had caught me or something. lols. she is blur la seriously. but shes nice. aft sch the usual five go to 7 eleven n go get food n drinks n eat at one of those sitting places n then masyi goes baq home cause shes got no cca. i meet nabila n reshvin back in sch. so we hav cca. waiting for our wonderful ms cheryl for ages cause she has to go collect the senior costumes. wen she finally comes we give her all these wonderful things n scream for her n hug her n say we luv her n practically beg her to teach us all the way. we dun wan mr.ben!! noone likes him!! hes so impatient n he gets angry damn fast eh. he expects ALOT frm us wen we juz started dance. annoying freak. once he got so angry he kicked his leg on the wall. n gosh did it make a loud sound n we were all like my god. n apparently some students told ms cheryl tt he broke glass bcause he was tt angry. he broke the glass. can u imagine? so we were like saying so wat wen he come back he gonna break down the whole sch ah? goshness. so we really did loads of dance today n im so freaking tired n i need alot of sleep cause im not resting at all these days. ok i gotta go eatt. its late now. really late. cause i dun eat at this time. its 8 45pm. i wan my thosai which is waiting for me downstairs. bye bye.
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4:36 AM
yoyoyos. ok loads to write. first i write bout yest. sch finished fast n i end up taking taxi with rukku mich n pearki. i go home earlly. reshvin calls me. asking me wat im wearing n alll tt crapp. den we both take the break n go wash our hair. n i get ready straight ah. not alot of time. so i get the fone calls agn frm reshvin n nabila. i loved how i looked to go there. =) hahas. my fav top. my fav jeans. n was wearing hoops like wat reshvin n nabila wore. i met nabila first den we bought fries n coke n stuff cause we were hungryy. we had a picnic in the bus on the way to meet reshvin. den we took taxi frm reshvin's place all the way to MEDIACORP. =D we happen to arrive there superr earrly n we arrived at the exact same time mai n sabina n cherie arrived. they wen crazy taking fotos infront of all the big bullentins n stuff. ahahaas. den we wanted to wander abit first ah. ms cheryl onli coming like damn long later. all the vending machines were vandalised with all the idol's names especially rahima. so we decided to go in n check it out. we were standing in the shortest line queue. which was scary cause all the other teens in the loong queue gave us the evil eyes. cause we got the special seating ones. hees. so we went in much earlier than the long queue. woaaa. we wen in n we were like shrieking. it was SO COOL. ok. the reason we wen there is for..... SINGAPORE IDOL. =D coolness rite?? n wen we wen in like almost noone was there. n there was the stupidest mc ever making lame jokes n he bloody hell tricked saying hes paul twohill's bro. he said he was malcom twohill. freak him la. lols. we made frens with these three girls hu happen to b sixteen n frm some jurong sch. aft ages ms cheryl comes with another three bendemeer girls as well. she was like hello my temasek sec n we screamed. =) n we screamed the whole show la. especially for jay cause ms cheryl was the one hu gave us free tickets n shes jay's girlfriend. shes our dance teacher for goodness sake. n to top tt she was our relief teacher. u c how much she loved our class? she din even tell the seniors abt this. =D so anyways we hadd funn n we lost our voices n we saw the singapore idols including PAUL JOAKIM HADY.whee. me n nabila took cab all the way baq. n this psycho taxi driver was toking crap abt all this old songs n we were like ya ok ya ok. lol.i came back onli at 10 something. on a sch nite. =Dhahas coolios. n on top of tt i had to do stupid freaking science. so i slept abt 12. n tts it. i was super duper tired ah. n still m. but its a diff story. so im gonna write another entry.
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9:38 PM
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chocolate day limited edition cappuccino flavoured kit kat.
--forced her to take a pic with me
michelle n me- still in the hall
michelle me n masyitah
the group. =)
kit kat boxes. --in the mrt.
yes michelle. go crazy.=D
STYLE.ok theres seriously LOADS more but im too lazy to go n get all of it here. im supposed to b in sch rite now. but here i m at home wasting time n feeling bad cause of this STUPIDD sorethroat n flu. today morning i woke up bathed n all. but unfortunately i felt like fainting aft tt n i badly needed some sleep. so amma n appa like ok sleep. it was fast. n i juz slept like tt with my sch uniform still on n my hair still wet. i wake up today morning at abt 11 to find amma at home. but now shes gone for some interview ah. she actually took leave for me. later in te evening going for a haircut. whee. juz now rukku called me during lunch n she wanted to prank call me. until she found out tt i obviously had her no. in my fone. crazy la. my hair is reeally nice now. except my fringe which is somewhere. but my hair is like suuper way with the curls n now its really soft so yay. hahas. but i need help with my fringe so yupp i need the hairdresser. ok anyways i wanna watch the finals of soccer which i cudnt watch last nite n i gotta go get my lunch. c yalls.
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10:29 PM
okeyys. fun fun fun fun. tts all i can say. yest was ike so super fun. i was writing half way rite. ya ok let me continue. on the fone i was like oh hi keerthi. n he was like im not keez. i was like oh ramana? n he was like no im nantha! ahahha. damn funny la he. he came extra early. together with little mr ajay. then the whole family started coming n soon the whole house was filled with us kids n the parents hu were all downstairs. we ate the reaally GD food n were all full. all the kids went upstairs n slacked there. except for the boys hu were hyper-active as usual. we took fotos with both the digi cam n the gigantic cam. shank.ka had fun using the bIg cam. lol. n onli we knew how very very hard it was to take a proper foto with all the kids. wahh. lol. it got later n later n we ste ice cream made by keerhi which was delicious. it was vanilla with coco crunch in it. wow. oh ya n ajay got bitten a bit. he wen straight to manju n touched her. gone. apparently i was the onli one hu saw. i cudnt even do anything cause it happened so fast. we told ajay a gazillion times not to touch her but ya..hes to young to understand fully la. anyways..nantha was the first to leave..followed by ramana..n the remaining [keez n shank.ka n me n akka] kids ran upstairs to avoid the fact tt they also had to leave bcause it was alreadi 11.30. but suddenly. a miracle happened. they were actually allowed to STAY OVER. yayayayayayyyy. lol. n we were let loose juz like tt. we stayed up until abt 1 something. then we decided to sleep. so we all bunked on akka's super single bed. n we all slept n woke up at 2.30. --due to shank.ka's fone alarm. n we wen downstairs to watch soccer. the first half like so boring. akka was juz sleeping downstairs while three of us were watching. she onli woke up to our screams n stuff. kinda expected germany to win. i mean it was their own country. surprised they din go to finals. glad tt portugal managed to score a goal. tt was cool enough. appa suddenly came downstairs on the 89th min. ahahha. n he really looked so sleepy. we watched all the medal-giving n wen upstairs agn. me n shank.ka decided to sleep on the floor while akka n keez slept on her bed. akka was the first to sleep-no biggie. then me n shank.ka were juz toking n toking. abt secondary sch ah. it was FUN. poor keez cudnt join in the convo but was juz listening n he got bored so he slept also at abt 6. me n shank.ka continued toking until 7 sharp. n we slept. wahh so cool sia. i cudnt realli sleep tt well. we woke up at abt 11.30. n bathed n all tt. mathi athae came at 1 to fetch them back. nows 1.44. yupp. it was goood. now i hav a bit of sore throat. n now i gotta go ayya's hse cause appa's baack. bye bye.
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1:13 AM
sfoowoopooloobabalabashabalabadingdongdoodoodingerdonger. wheee. hahahas. so psycho rite. yupp tts me. hvaing a cousin party soon over here. yayy. nantha wants to come earlier in abt half an hour's time. which is like at 4.30. it was so funny wen he called. i was like ello. n he was like hi ashwini.ka. ok wait their here. later.
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6:00 AM
ok abt today. lol. im really bored la. today was juz retard like other days. me n masyi got ''scolding'' in science for toking loads. she said if she catch another time or something she will make us sit infront on the floor. whoops. we sitting rite at the back somemore. so we bcome gd girls but still toking la. lol. today rukku was like waving n saying hi to ming yang loads of times. ahha. damn funny la. n we were making fun of mich agn with someone someone. ahahha. lame. den the principal came to tok to us. ok tt was juz freaky. she was asking abt chocolate day n stuff. asking our opinions n stuff. stupid jeffrey n his gang were like laughing at us. i felt like killing them sia. stupid ppl. even ming yang n his gang were staring frm the staircase. even mayb herr. she was there anyways. she was on the bus too. we had super duper fun in the bus- even if tt din make sense. ISP was even funNER. so funn.
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4:50 AM
woots.wootsie wootsie woots. toking to my girlfriend shakii. had funn todayy. everything tt was screwed yest was fixed today. god decided to give a gigantic screw driver to help. finished all my homework which is really wow. i actually sat down n did my tamil compo- listening to my mp3 ofcourse. i wud juz die out of boredom doing it without anything as a distraction for a few seconds.hheee. ok i haven even said about CHOCOLATE DAY. ok this is wat happened. i met masyiboo n pearllyn at the bus stop. then we met rukku hu came the same time also. we wen to the hall. found the class. wen to sit. toking crapp n juz toked crapp. then michelle came. n they gave these rules n stuff but no one was listening tt much. aft tt we slacked for reaally loong. listening to my mp3. taking fotos with my cam =) [yay i brought it] n it was super nice juz chatting n toking crapp agn n laughing like hell. we finaally left aft long long later. i saw hEr downstairs.b4 we left, miss lee took a foto of us u noe. i wonder wen shes gonna show the whole sch. shit la die. i hope i look gd. lol. we took the bus n mrt to ORCHARD.YAY. so cool man. so we start the tiring job of selling the damn chocolates tt taste superr superr niceee. there were some tt were really very nice. but there were some tt were so freaking rude. some juz ignore n continue walking. we wud b like scolding them later. lol. n there was this singaporean lady hu was like i buy olady. wth. then there was this once where michelle wen to go n ask this hot american guy. woa. his eyes were nIce. n his hair was nice. we were like wow. ahaahaaha. it was fun la. damn fun la actually. lol. we took so many fotos. n were giggling like hell in the mrt back home. BUT.... i din go home. i wen straight to my grandmums hse!! F-U-N. i saw the seniors at tanah merah.i smiled n juz walked to her hse. n on the way akka [sis] ca;;ed me n asked where i was. i said i was walking there. she told me to come to the playground. yay. i saw nantha running like some crazy boyy. ahahha. n i saw ajay hu was giving his usual tantrums. n i saw shank.ka n gowree.ka happy n nicee n laughing. =D we took 2 fotos which turned out damn nice. muz go upload everything la. some were really nice. n we juz slacked back at my grandmum's place watching high sch musical agn n juz toking. we left at abt 10. n ya aft tt wen i came home amma [mum] forced me to go sleep n boy did i sleep.ahaha. it was totally fun la tt day. day day b4 yest. my way of saying it. whee =)
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1:59 AM
today was embarrassing.confusing.n weirdd. first our best friend is avoiding our grp. n i dun rmb doing anything at all to her. i dun get it. she dusnt even wanna tok to us. she dusnt even smile. i miss her loadds. shes the onli one in the grp hu i can relate to. shes almost like exactly like me. like we kinda live the same lives. its so diff without her la. i really miss her. i dunno wat we did. mayb it was something tt someone else said? but..its like she hates us...my question is Y. we din do anything to her n she was always the happy-go-lucky girl hu hanged out with us n sometimes with jing ying n all. now she dusnt even look at us. its kinda hurting. wat the hell did we do to deserve this man. but we've decided if she dusnt wanna tok to us then juz leave it. its hard la. we tried so hard to make her smile or atleast sit n tok with us. but she dusnt wanna. haiz. leave it la. cant do anything. so anyways. i also embarrassed myself today to the xtreme today. in the 14 bus..we kept going up n down. n then rukku decides to go upstairs agn..n then at the last step to upstairs my SHOE COMES OUT. omg. i was laughing so hard.n bcause of my damn stupid shoe noone cud move! aarghh. n somemore there were pPl there. aargh. n my hair was soo crappy. i din even realise it until i got down. i juz dun wanna go back to sch. to the no. of projects. to the crazy unexplained happenings. to tt person whom i embarrassed myself infront of. oh god help me. i really dun wanna go back to sch. mauwee. lol. ok i shall go do something else. =)
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