1:59 AM
today was embarrassing.confusing.n weirdd. first our best friend is avoiding our grp. n i dun rmb doing anything at all to her. i dun get it. she dusnt even wanna tok to us. she dusnt even smile. i miss her loadds. shes the onli one in the grp hu i can relate to. shes almost like exactly like me. like we kinda live the same lives. its so diff without her la. i really miss her. i dunno wat we did. mayb it was something tt someone else said? but..its like she hates us...my question is Y. we din do anything to her n she was always the happy-go-lucky girl hu hanged out with us n sometimes with jing ying n all. now she dusnt even look at us. its kinda hurting. wat the hell did we do to deserve this man. but we've decided if she dusnt wanna tok to us then juz leave it. its hard la. we tried so hard to make her smile or atleast sit n tok with us. but she dusnt wanna. haiz. leave it la. cant do anything. so anyways. i also embarrassed myself today to the xtreme today. in the 14 bus..we kept going up n down. n then rukku decides to go upstairs agn..n then at the last step to upstairs my SHOE COMES OUT. omg. i was laughing so hard.n bcause of my damn stupid shoe noone cud move! aarghh. n somemore there were pPl there. aargh. n my hair was soo crappy. i din even realise it until i got down. i juz dun wanna go back to sch. to the no. of projects. to the crazy unexplained happenings. to tt person whom i embarrassed myself infront of. oh god help me. i really dun wanna go back to sch. mauwee. lol. ok i shall go do something else. =)
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