6:33 AM
boo. hehes. u noe. ive realised alot of things. one. i m super dumb wen im sleepy. like juz onli. im reealli sleepy rite now so instead of coming to blogger i wen to google. den i was like eh. y google ah? den there was this other time in the morning. my mum had to push me out of bed to get out of bed. so while i was bathing. instead of using shampoo i used face wash. ya n i onli realised tt wen i was abt to wash my face. i was like eh. din i use it alreadi. den it came to me. i was obviously like shit. die. oh god. n ya. so i took extra time juz to shampoo my hair n conditioner it until i feel satisfied. =) u c wat i mean. DUMB wen im sleepy. ive also realised tt its so diff now in sec sch. it used to b us girl talk. now its more like guy n gossip n sch talk. i miss the fun us tamil girls hadd. all of my bestie friends. all so damnit pretty. n there used to b 20 girls in tamil class. n now theres three. u c the DIFFERENCE. my tamil teacher used to b seriously annoying n evil but nice n funny at the same time. now my tamil teacher is forever funny making psycho jokes n making fun of karikalan. everyone calls him seran but us tamil girls call him karikalan. tts his real name anyways. its juz hard for ppl to pronounce. anyways. i wan the usual gang baack. there used to b us 6 tamil girls. hanging out together. it was soo cool. n together with our bestest friend marie ofcourse. i rmb mdm rahat [form teacher] she used to say tt me manesha n marie were like the three musketteers. we never seperated until we bcame sc 1. marie wen to sac. manesha wen to dunman. i came to temasek of all places. shaki wen to sac. marissa wen to sac. sumi wen to sac. so y din i go to sac? ya u can ask me tt a gazillion times n i wudnt noe how to ans tt cause rite now. i wanna go there. theres more indians in tt sch tt dusnt even hav tamil then this stupid pathetic sch which has tamil n soo little indians. manesha lives in her world of indians. n to top it off she has indian dance unlike this nonsence sch agn bcause i had to join modern dance. if there was indian dance obviously i wud hav chosen tt. im a dance person. i danced in p6 with my five indian girlfriends for pump it infront of the whole sch n it rocked like hell. everyone was screaming even some ppl we wd hav never had thought of. primary life was so easy. so straight forward. how i wish now was like tt. today morning i saw natalia. my now p5 friend. shes superr nice. she was waving like mad wen she saw me. reaalii miss her. miss everything abt primary life. i shud hav gone to dunman with manesha. tt was my second choice anyways. n the third thing is tt ive realised tt dance is part of my life. so is art. it comes frm hu i m. not hu i wan to bcome or hu i pretend to b. n the fourth thing is tt karikalan has changed for the worst. hes bcome a full-time nerd. i may sound realli mean but its the truth rite. the highest bag. the highest socks. the most neatest uniform. hes changed frm head to toe. n the weirdest thing is today i saw sangeetha staring at him! okay mayb its juz me. ya n theres loads more i learnt but hey. i wanna sleep. n nex time u noe dun ask me anything wen im sleepy cause i may juz say soap. or hie. or uuhhh- =D
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