5:09 AM
juz got so freaking pissed by my sis. once agn she stole the remote n changed the channel so she can b happy watching her show without any care abt me whatsoever. i was screaming at her alreadi. n my mum trying to resolve me hating my sis wen to tell my dad hu unfortunately juz came back. he made us agree to one day i watch the next day she watch. n trust me my sis was still arguing saying tt she dusnt do tt alot n bla. like real. anyways. the fact tt i hate her wun ever change tt much. ive hated her ever since she started hitting me. n wen i was a baby she pinched me n ran out of the room while i was there crying my heart out. n wen my dad came into the room she pretended tt i was a psycho baby crying for nth. so u can imagine tt ever since she was young she was evil? sometimes i feel like squishing her into this tiny ball n stuff her into a plastic bag n throw it down a building. ha. i wish. i mean. i noe sisters r meant to b mean. but i never knew until this extent until i was born unfortunately. n the saddest part is wen ppl ask i we r twins. for goodness sake r they blind! u noe she like always scolds me n sometimes even wen i like sometimes tok angrily to my mum. but wat abt her. wen she toks in the most rudest way possible to my mum hus gonna scold her? tts rite. no one does. not even my mum. my dads too busy to even realise. n i bet they dun noe ALOT of things bout my sis tt onli i noe. but u noe. until now ive never told on her to my mum or dad b4. any secrets. i hav never said anything. but she takes advantage of tt. n i bet my mum dusnt noe tt she calls me bitch almost everyday. i bet she dusnt noe tt my sis used to use **** on everyone in the house including my dad. they dunt noe alot of things bout her. n they think they do. haiz. i dun care abt her anyways. my dads so funny. he came up n was like u singapore citizen n not watching the speech. n yall can still say tt yall r singapore citizens n say the pledge. ahahah. i was like u also not watching wat!! n he was like i wrote the script for him so y i need to watch. yea tts my dad. totally cuckoo. but i juz wish he wud b at home so he can b even more cuckoo. n i wish he cud tok to my mum normally. i wish alot of things but dreams dun really come true especially for me. the only happiness i get nowadays r frm my friends but at the moment tts quite little also. wat the heck is happening. but u noe. everything tt happens has a gd reason. but i reaalli wonder wat gd reason can there b for all this. to cheer up i shall listen to music n dance arnd. =)
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