4:10 AM
today was FUN. hema came over today- to study. she came. we ate. hahahas. my aunty made her eat more =). den we wen upstairs to my room. on the air on. den started with the work. did maths. abit of science. den hema decided to take a break. so we wen playground. we wen to the one nearest to my place. but it was boring n it was kinda wet- finished raining. so we wen to the one behind my place. had the swing. it was super duper fun there. we were seriously so retard. we screamed so much hema has a sorethroat. my throat kinda hurts too. we played on the swing loads. we screamed alot more. came back cause we realised it was kinda late. wen to my room agn. got nuggets but we kinda ignored it at first. cause we were camwhoring. =) yay. it was fun. we were super duper retard. hema took out my hairband so my hair was loose. weird. but gd hair day so it was gd. we took so many retard fotos. will upload them soon. we ended up lying down on my bed laughing away. den it was seriously late. so we stuffed ourselves with the nuggets. cudnt finish it cause we were super full. i followed her to the bus stop n waited for her 17 to come. den walked back agn. n yupp. manju licked me. oh ya. forgot to say tt she was so gd today. shes sucha nice dog. i din even need to tie her up wen hema came. she wagged her tail! yay. gd improvement. anyways. now i gotta go to my grandmum's place- uncle's bday. cant wait for the cake too! =D
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1:44 AM
the pic below shows that i m FAT N CHUBBY. =) ajay. 
the stuff mum bought from bangkok. 
art piece brought back yest. this is wat i do in art class. now u noe. okays. now back to normal stuffs. yest mr.sara taught us tamil agn. he toked abt BGR. yupp bgr. weird much. today was fun. i was laughing half the time. im kinda scared i smile too much? cause mr.sara said i hav a nice smile but it scares him wen i laugh too much. but i dun laugh tt loud? today my mouth was pain frm smiling. lol. lit was the funniest. laughing like mad. cause of miss.lee- nicest teacher ever. --apart frm mr.lim. so today i thought i had to go home alone bcause: 1.rukku left early for exam. 2. masyi has higher malay. 3. pearllyn's dad suddenly came to fetch her back. den suddenly, i thought of calling divee! whee. wen back with her. walked to nex bus stop. ran half way. took the first 14. got down at tanah merah. wen upstairs [mrt station] got bored while waiting for mrt. so guess wat. we wen into the train to changi airport. got down to expo. took another train back. n took the train to pasir ris. ahahaha. took 17. oh ya- bought slurpee on the way. n yupp. saw hema on the bus. as in she got on the bus one stop b4 i was supposed to get down. damn shit. cudnt even tok to her. but now im toking to her thru the fone. lol. okays. i guess i better go study. juz wanted a break for now i guess.
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1:48 AM
wat m i doing- slacking. usual. very bad. very very bad. had eng n tamil ppr 1 todayy. tamil sucked as usual. i wrote the compo abt the advantages of keeping the environment clean. bleah. divee also wrote the same. the letter was to congratulate a friend cause he won a singing competition. boring much. was like stuck. din noe how to write alot. sheesh. had break. ate toast for the first time- onli managed to eat half- was too full. den psycho masyi n rukku came. fun fun. wen to class. more fun. we were being retarded. laughed loads. den had english ppr 1. it was okAy. the compo i chose the topic: a day wen u got very embarrassed by doing something foolish. wrote loads. at first i had no idea- like always. den i was like writing in pencil the plan n stuff- always do tt. helps me. even for tamil. i write the plan in eng n translate [hate doing tt- translating]. i wrote 569 words. for letter writing i wrote 341 i think? something like tt. dunno y i wrote so much. but felt more confident. im sure i did my best for eng. happy with myself for tt. but im supposed to study for next week. wed: eng ppr2 n maths ppr2. bleah. thurs: history n tamil ppr2. eww. fri: lit. aagh. so eww-ish. muz definitely study for history n lit. those two subjects r like so bleah. tonite hav the results of si. yay. voting for hady. even tho both r equally gd in singing. hady is juz so cute. ahhaha. okays time to study. =(
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1:28 AM
whee. past few days. idlsidj;al. tts how to explain it. today was quite okay. had science n maths test. thank god they r over n done with. was like studying like shit for science yest. i noe i normally fail physics cause i hate it so i suck at it. but atleast fail with a higher mark. =) wen solar panel with masyi. hehee. wen to 7-eleven. got tom yam maggi noodles. shared it. took 14 to the bus stop b4 tanah merah. n took 2. came backat 4 sharp. usual. YAY my mum's coming back frm bangkok today!! finally!! YAY! lol. missed her. n somemore she said she bought quite alot of stuff. coolios. she sent me a mess saying shes boarding the plane [at 1.30] n she wud come home at 5 n she cant wait to c us. =D she shud b landing now....OMG. she juz called. im toking to her now. ahahahha. juz put down. she said she juz landed. haven even collect luggage yet. shes gonna come. n she said she needed help with the luggage-- c wat i mean by lotsa stuff bought. lol. i shud snack on something ah. dunno y quite hungry. ans: CHOCOLATE DOUGHNUT.its always choco doughnut. lol. chao.
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1:48 AM
todayy. haiz. first period- tamil. bleah. 1. i hav to clip up my fringe. 2. i hav to tok in tamil. 3. its tamil! n today in tamil it wasnt gd. she wasnt being nice to me. she was like scolding me saying i dun think n always shake my head n say dunno. wth. its not like i dun think rite. its mainly cause my tamil is so suckish. ive never realised until now how much i miss primary sch tamil class. it used to b so fun. i mean. 20 tamil girls. wow. n mrs naren was so nice at times. n she din mind us toking in english- but we did tok in tamil. my tamil used to b so gd. now its going frm bad to worse. n somemore todays like my second day. aarghs. not a gd time to make me feel tt bad rite. n bcause she say my tamil not gd shes gonna hav oral next week n its gonna b counted in the exams. wth. n she said this also'' mayb den onli u will start putting effort'' i was like thinking wtheck man. den for the rest of the class i wasnt tt smily- wiley n she noticed tt. she was like ashwini all stressed cause i said got oral. n i feel so bad tt bcause of me the rest also hav oral. tts so mean. but honestly saying it shudnt b a problem with them. kk's tamil is like perfect. divya's tamil is gd enough. mine is like the poorest there. wad do u expect? i wasnt a higher mt student like both of them. n i dun tok tamil at home at all. n onli wen i got into secondary sch tt im actually trying to tok tamil this way. n she say i dun put effort. hmph. she gave us this homework where u hav to act out some stupid stuff- tmrw. freak. i was like thinking i'd actually consider dropping to na cause express tamil sucks. but she used to b so nice. haiz i dunno. n coming to this sch is so diff. i dun hav twins. like in primary sch. shakira, hema, manesha. my twins mainly. n marie too. marie- so miss her. iwanna go back la. lol. hiya stop thinking bout it la. it wun ever happen. anyways. aft torturous tamil i wen for alive. magic finger. it was the most fun lesson ever. hard to explain, but it was super nice. recess. usual. den it was maths. usual. den it was music. had this mcq test. it was okaay. den practiced the dumb dragon song. but no one realli did. ended up we got a spot check for our shirts. lunch. usual. science. boring. muz realli study science. den wen home with masyi n pearki. fun fun. on the way to second bus stop found this small ball. we were kicking it until the bus stop. i decided i keep it. ahahha. took 14. usual. got down at bedok int. wen to 7 eleven. bought slurpee. sat at the usual place. until we finished the slurpee. den i took 2 n pearki took train to simei n masyi wen opp n took 222. yupp. came home at 4 agn. lol. i miss my mum. lol. shes onli coming on thurs. i need help for tamil n everything n the time i need her most shes not here. man. this week isnt tt nice huh. sheesh.
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2:34 AM
okaays. had the stupid magic lady in the morning. den it was maths with mr.lim. was toking more than half the time for both lessons. recess. ate the usual. drank the usual. got a container frm the stall uncle as usual. wen for home econs. n everything tt happened there was unusual. we made CHOCOLATE. we MADE it. WOW. plain HEAVEN. it was super cool. our choco turned out super nice. we made dark chocolate. yumm. so so good. we made them in the shape of hearts..n some of them we put in a cone thingie. now theres onli 3 hearts left. the two ones with the smilie i drew on them with white choco, n one tts specially wrapped in gold aluminium [given by them] n put in a special plastic with this gold thing wrapping it. yupp. saving the special one for mum. shes onli coming back on thurs! hope it lasts till then. anyways. aft home econs. lunch. wen to usual place. bought usual drink. toked n toked like usual. wen to english. toked n toked even more as usual. aft english time to go back. walked to the next bus stop as usual. took 14 as usual. [there were two double decks] got down at the mosque stop- unusual. LOL. it was soo funny. we din even noe how we ended up there. cause we were sitting in the bus toking. den we juz passed the stop infront of bedok market. masyi was like ''i was here last nite'' den rukku was like ''shall we go there now?'' n den. we ended up getting down at the next bus stop n wen to bedok market [food court] we ate there. slacked there. laughed alot. den took 14 agn. all got down at bedok interchange as usual. we all din wanna go home as usual. rukku n masyi stayed with me n pearki at the bus stop till both our buses came. den rukku took mrt. n masyi walked opp. n later while im in the bus, i get this sms frm rukku saying'' shit im on the wrong train!'' ahahhaha. typical rukku. came back abt 4 something. two hours aft sch finish. n did abit of the psychotic homework my tamil teacher gave. she gave us 16 phrases n asked us to make a story out of tt. my gawd. damnit hard la. n they dun even link AT ALL. i onli managed to use like wat..12? i dunno la. but i dun care. she shud b happy i atleast tried. so stupid. i mean she gave us like 5 last time. tt was ok. but 16?!! way tooo much. even a normal compo wun hav tt many. n some more in tamil. fyi. my tamil sucks. i got b3. lol. n my english even worse. b4. how pathetic. but im happy with the rest. got 3rd in class. yay. tts gd enuff for me. anyways. back to the point. now im so bored seriously. shud go find something to do. got no one to call. sheesh. tonite my aunty making pasta! yay! i love pasta. yumms.
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1:26 AM
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7:20 AM
okays. abt today. wen to both my grandmums place. saw my cousins n played badminton agn as usual. was abit quiet at ayya's place. dunno y. juz din c the need to tok alot. everyone was like ashwini y r u so quiet. wats wrong. n i was like no nth nth. gawd. came back home n im using the com now. mum's gonna go to bangkok. sheesh. i thought it wud onli b my dad doing these kinda stuff. i dunno whether to feel upset or normal. wen my dad goes overseas its kinda normal. cause im so used to it. but without my mum..im gonna suffer. i dun hav ANYONE to tell my stories to. its gonna b very hard. shes coming back on thurs. den at some time, shes going to iraq? something like tt. shes coming back on the eve of deepavali. wow. so much for deepavali spirit. n my dad last year wasnt even here for deepavali. aahh. i told my mum this: first it was appa n now its u. i cudnt help saying tt. i mean i felt hurt n upset n shocked all at the same time. n the onli excuse they keep on repeating is: i cant say no to my boss or i will b fired. i was like: if i were u i'd rather b fired. n nowdays. i dunno how my mum stays so nice to my dad even if hes so mean. i wonder if he will even send her off tmrw. i was like thinking y r we not going to the airport. the onli reason i cud come up with was appa. my dad. n i dun get it cause whenever my dad leaves my mum wud really bring us with him n force to send him off in the car. but for her, its diff. annoying much. haiz. whatever la. im over trying t understand parent/adult psychology. anyways. tts all for now.
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6:39 AM
let me write bout yest first =). okays. it was a normal sch day..onli it was raining real hard n me n rukku decided there was no reason to stay so dry so we got our hands fully wet. it was so freaking cold n nice. i was shivering - seriously. my teeth were chattering. cause the cold wind was blowing n i had my hands fully wet in the cold rain so yeapp. aft sch i had to stay back abit to wait for masyi cause she had gg meeting. den happened tt divee was also staying back abit to finish selling her stuff. so we decided to go back together. i bought a lollipop to support divee. =D i luv them. i ate it there n then..lasted till we wen to the bus..abt i dunno..mayb 45 mins? anyways. we all got partially wet cause there were two umbrellas n so there were two ppl under one n the thing is all of us like walking to the next bus stop- so we did. exactly wen we got there the bus came. yay. den this stupid divya dunno how to put the umbrella back. ahha. damn funny. n her laugh is seriously so damnit funny. end up we had to squish the umbrella into tt pocket thingy. she forced me to get down at tanah merah so i had to leave pearllyn n masyi alone. i kept on complaining n she was like come to pasir ris. i was like gosh y do i follow u. lol. cause frm there we take the same bus back home so yupp. the train also came immediately. anyways. earlier in the bus. aahh. i was so troubled cause i was being bullied by all three of them bcause of one stupid idiot. lol. back to the story. yes. the train came. got down at pasir ris. den took 17 [decided not to take 3] home. divee as usual was telling me long story all. lol. but i like listening to them. so even aft she got off the bus she called me n we were still toking. ahhas. but she had to put down wen she reached home. wen she reached home, i got off the bus. den i had to walk another 15 mins back. haiz. i was like thinking. y m i so nice to my friends. anyways. i got wet. cause it was raining alot n stuff. dried my hair at home. was so bored waiting to go n meet divee agn. finally the time came. got ready. wow i tied my hair half- i normally dun. it was cause my haur looked better so yupp. took 3. was planning to take the same bus as divee but cudnt. so i arrived earlier. called her n toked to her. n the funny thing is she cudnt c properly cause she wasnt wearing her glasses. she cudnt even c me until i came closer to her. later on onli she wore it. apparently her eyes were pain. so, we took mrt to bugis. wow tt was fun. the stupid train din say wat station ur at everytime it wen. n some more the train bcame super crowded we cudnt c the station. we got up n down 3 times to go c if tt was our stop. my gawd. den frm there we had to FIND the place. we onli knew tt it was near national lib. so stupid. so we start our long journey of walking to find NAFA building. nanyang academy of fine arts. finally, at abt 7.15, we found the place. i was like reading the name on the building i saw n divee was like jumping tts the place!! but wen we turned to our left, there was ANOTHER building with the same freaking name! n we were stuck there with two traffic lights. one was straight n one was left. we decided to try the on straight ahead. it was correct. yay. we got there kinda early. saw quite alot of temasekians. we checked out the bright yellow- doored toilet. lol. we sat at the seats one seat frm the front. we wanted to b supportive. lol. we saw everyone's family. ranjanni. arasi. n finally rukku's. we were so glad they came- for rukku- cause i noe tt shes finally so happy aft a long time. the choir performance was amazing. it was so super nice. we loved it. they had to do an encore for one of the songs. lol. we were like toking to rukku n arasi n ranjanni n michelle n amanda. its gd knowing alot of ppl n going for it. so much better. shudnt go there without knowing ppl. they looked gr8t la. was so proud of them =D me n divee laft at 9.30 or so aft the whole thing. we wen back OURSELVES. frm bugis. woa. never done tt b4. we took train all the way back. i got down at tanah merah so i cud take 2- nearer n easier for me. it was kinda scary- i mean cause it was so dark n stuff. came back home exactly at 10.30. WOW. i broke my record of 8.30- tt was the last time i came back late. appa still wasnt back. n my mum wasnt coming back till today- she had duty at work. total- i had fun. it was divya-full yest. lol.
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3:12 AM
okaay. weird things happening arnd him. was kinda masyi-full day today. had the aces day workout. din do like 3/4 of it. ahha. anyways. actually i hav loads of things to rite. but im toking to shaki. so nvm. =)
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6:48 AM
addicted to diary of jane. luv it. anyways. hmm todaayy..oh yea. i kinda missed my mum. i mean i saw her yest morn. n i cant c her till today nite. shes not at home- wen for some classes [dun ask]. so i was alone at home unitl now- sis juz came back. bag was still so freaking heavy. my shoulders r aching- alot. normal day i guess..apart frm something which onli i shud noe. lol. wen to art class. usual. onli dad fetched me there- unusual. hes juz being so nice to me. y cant he b the same to mum. its so hard. anyways. like watever la. came back abt 8. haiz. nth much to rite abt ah..i do hav something. but onli i noe it n not even my best friends noe so nvm. buish. den i shall go do hmwrk ah i guess. nows gonna b ten. nowadays im always doing hmwrk at ten. bad bad. oh yea n this friday im going with divee to the choir performance. whee. got free tickets frm mich. yay. =) tts gd.
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6:19 AM
okay today? hectic. juz plain hectic. it was a normal day in a sch. onli diff- my bag was extra heavy all bcause of one thing. today was my freestylers dance performance. yupp. so annoyed by the fact tt my bag is freaking heavy throughout. left class at like 12? met the jazz ppl outside the gym like planned. wen to the toilet n changed. wen to dance studio. whoo. it was packed. n it was smelt mostly of hair gel. everyone was running arnd. putting makeup. making sure they look nice. helping others. whoa it was kinda scary in a way? den they called us down. no feeling. we were so-called locked in this freaky dark room but we practiced juz incase. den we wen backstage. tt was wen i felt something. i cud hear the students. i juz felt like as if my tummy was being pounded by someone. ahha. serious i was freaking scared. den the curtains opened n there were the screams n i wen onto stage n everything juz came out naturally. yay i din make mistakes. it was fun. i din realli wan it to end. i wanna do it agn. had a talk with mr.ben. apparently our dance was better than last yr sec 1s- how can i believe him? den we wen to change n stuff. i mean i cud wear the clothes i was wearing but it wud look seriously retarded with sch bag. so i changed with rukku n masyi. den they ran ''away'' while i was changing as punishment for making them take fotos. but rukku spoilt it cause wen i came out i saw her come in n run out of the changing room so yeapp. ahhaha. masyi was like rukku u destroyed the plan!! but i still had the earrings on =) i cudnt b bothered to go change them n i din mind them on since i was going out. den masyi n rukku force me to go to tt place nex to the dnt room/infront of the student corner cause tts where they had gg. but they were pushing me saying u muz go u muz go. n i was like wth. den i realised y. hmph. but anyways i left cause i had to go meet hema. poor me all alone. nahh. but i was seriously very pissed with hema wen i got there cause i waited for her for one freaking hour. uh-huh. but i cudnt stay angry with her- dunno y. obviously cause shes my bestest friend. n come on i wanted to hav fun. not b all sulky n spoil everything den regret later. n on top of tt it was her bday. happyy bday! lol. i bought her this happy house stuffed doggie. she loved it. den we wen to eat chicken rice cause both of us were extremely hungry n we both din eat our lunch. it was 4.30. so the place was so freaking empty. we shared the chicken rice. yumm. luv it. den we wanted to take fotos there but cudnt. so we left for hema's home. her mum invited me cause she had made marble cake. weird. lol. on the way we took fotos. we ate the marble cake at her place. it was nice but her mum was seriously stuffing us with food. n had to drink milo too. den we used the com- typical us. we were laughing n laughing throughout for various reasons n my stomach was pain aft tt. but i had to go. it was like 6.40. den her mum forced me agn to try the pizza she made. agn- yumm. den i really really had to go. n i missed the bus. hema followed me there ofcourse. it was like 7.05 wen i took the bus. i reached my bus stop at 7.35. walked home n came back at abt 7.50? ya. den i had to go buy potato chips for the selling thingy. aarghs. today both fun n tiring. but it was okay. i wonder bout tmrw. n the fone is like continuosly ringing. feel like smashing it. lol.
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8:59 AM
woakais. wen out with mum n sis today. i guess it was kinda fun. it was totally rough in the beginning but later it was okay. normal. we din get into alot of catfights or watever fights. we ate at the bedok centre near my sch. the food there is gd. but onli one prob. everything there was extra huge. including drinks. the chicken rice uncle ws super friendly to us- me n my sis. he asked if we were going on a diet cause obviously we din finish our plates- cudnt. realli too full. it was too much full. wen to bugis aft tt. bought tickets aft going up n down the escalators like so many freaking times looking for where to buy the damn tickets. turned out to b at the first floor. on the way up to the cinema- escalator- saw prashanth frm my sch. hes sec 3. n weird enuff my dad noes his dad- were sinda ''buddies''. so he was like staring at me with tt oh shooot. same for me. i was wearing a sleeves white top- which was the top i was wearing cause of dance. oh YA! i forgot dance! dance was nice today. did run thru-s of the dance routine with ms cheryl. aahh shes so nice. den we toked abt costume. den she gave us a makeup lesson. wow. interesting much. shes juz so nice. n for the dance im wearing the white sleeveless top with this awesome black 3-quarters picked out by my bestest friend manesha- so luv her. so anyways. my bag was alreadi carrying so much clothes i din pack another t-shirt. juz brought jeans- the pants werent exactly like nice for shopping. its diff. back to the point. i was wearing sch shoes too. not too bad of a combi tho. it was okay. he saw my sis tho. she was wearing this mini skirt with a brown top. nice. he was with this whole grp of indian kids n parents n stuff. muz b his whole family. i bet they watched monster house- isnt it abit too kiddy for him? watever. but he had a bad haircut tho. not nice. guys juz cant go for haircuts. not nice. so aft the movie we wen shopping at bugis street. i bought two tops- one white one n another brown one. yay! i like brown tops. now i think i hav four? but one is sleeveless. ka also bought tops. i n ka bought the same pair of slippers- onli hers were one size bigger. my mum was being so nice. n she had also bought some makeup n stuff. all of us were happy. n now i think its realli late. im always staying up nowdays. ma is sleeping. so is ka. shud go sleep= 12.12. gdnites.
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6:57 AM
yay. getting alot of ur hair is nice. yay. i luv straightening my fringe. anyways. getting to the point. ive been going out the whole holidays. everyday. its like going to primary sch these past four days. mon was shakira day. tues was hema manesha sumi day. wed was manesha n hema day. today is manesha n abit of arasi day. tmrw is gonna b dance n mum n sis day. uh-huh. n hav i done my hmwrk? nop. ofcourse not. i did maths though- with alot of blanks. hey i tried! muz do loads more of tamil. she gav us so much for goodness sake. she gave all her classes the same amt actually. anyways. i dun wanna tok abt hmwrk. i bought a sleeves white top n black 3-quarters with manesha today. YAY. actually the money was supposed to b used the day b4 for ez-link making [cause i lost mine] but i cudnt cause obviously i din bring my birth cert. i mean u expect me to bring it n do it alone?! im doing it tmrw with mum. i forced manesha to help me choose the perfect clothes n she did. shes so nice la seriously. her legs were aching n she still helped me. we wen to soo many shops man. so dammit hard to find. den we wen to 77th street. YES. BINGO. found the perfect clothes. but the pants i dunno if tts the kinda pants they wanted cause its seriously awesome. i love it. me n manesha spent quite alot of time in the changing room deciding if the clothes were perfect or not until the shop lady was like banging the door. we got so scared we rushed out. she told us we were in a long time. we were like thinking wth. juz bcause of tt u continuosly bang the door?? n theres no one waiting outside for the changing room??! she actually asked if we were taking fotos. i mean pleease. not in weeiird looking fitting room. aarghh. watever. i bought them anyways.i bought them for dance. uh-huh dance. which is this tuesday. *SCREAM*. super fast. we din noe until last tuesday. so short notice. its like 10.10..my sis is still not back..neither is my mum..well too bad for them they missed a call frm my dad. yay i so luv him. hes in italy. wow. but unfortunately he cant even come out of his hotel cause all the meetings n watever shit is IN the hotel. tt shud suck. but the hotel is in the town where its like on top of volcano ash or something. coolios man. but i wish he cud buy me like a soccer ball. wanted to ask him but thought nvm since he cant go out of his hotel. dammit. so wasted. im so bored. maneshas torturing me now to go listen to the veronicas AGN. its not tt i dun like them. but maneshas obssessed with them. for goodness sake. she keeps on forcing me to go c the video n its like shes always toking abt them. ahh. im sucha pushover cause im listening to her at the moment. going to watch tt watever video. shheeshh.
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9:27 AM
ya-huh. there was supposed to b loads more fotos. but i was waiting for them to download in my grandmums place. it was taking forever. n i had to leave. so yeapp. ok anywaays. today was super fun. spent the day with ppl i luv- my grandmum n grandfather, my friends- manesha,hema,sumathi. long time since ive seen manesha n sumi. ofcourse theyre still the same old selves. we watched monster house. whooo. ahhha. manesha found it stupid. sumi found it dumb. i found it kinda nice- in a kiddy sorta way. saw my sec 2 seniors there. they were in the same theatre n they happened to come late- like us. shazunah..n this other chinese girl frm dance n if im not wrong this chinese guy? uh-huh. den while we were buying food outside i saw catman. uh-huh. i was like shit shhoot shitt. but he watched something else. phew. it wud b so weird if i c too many temasekians in the same theatre at the same time rite. we took fotos agn. the neoprints we took turned out really nice. u noe wat? i shall upload them now. n den im gonna sleep cause its 12.35 at night. uh-huh. im the onli one like awake in this house. can u imagine tt. okays. uploading time. now is 12.46. n im still uploading. shoots laarz. nows 12.49. aahh.
oh shitt. amma woke up n now shes screaming at me to off the com. okay juz a few more pics...u noe wat. this damnit thing is not working so i will come tmrw. i shud seriously go n sleep. nites.
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9:27 AM
ya-huh. there was supposed to b loads more fotos. but i was waiting for them to download in my grandmums place. it was taking forever. n i had to leave. so yeapp. ok anywaays. today was super fun. spent the day with ppl i luv- my grandmum n grandfather, my friends- manesha,hema,sumathi. long time since ive seen manesha n sumi. ofcourse theyre still the same old selves. we watched monster house. whooo. ahhha. manesha found it stupid. sumi found it dumb. i found it kinda nice- in a kiddy sorta way. saw my sec 2 seniors there. they were in the same theatre n they happened to come late- like us. shazunah..n this other chinese girl frm dance n if im not wrong this chinese guy? uh-huh. den while we were buying food outside i saw catman. uh-huh. i was like shit shhoot shitt. but he watched something else. phew. it wud b so weird if i c too many temasekians in the same theatre at the same time rite. we took fotos agn. the neoprints we took turned out really nice. u noe wat? i shall upload them now. n den im gonna sleep cause its 12.35 at night. uh-huh. im the onli one like awake in this house. can u imagine tt. okays. uploading time.
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9:35 PM
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6:47 AM
i luved todae. yuppee. woke up at 10.30..was toking to my sis bout clothes n stuff..den she left..n i wen to bathe..but i was super extra conscious. cause of my hair. first i washed my face- clipped up my fringe. was seriously scared tt the water wud touch my hair. din wan the straightening to go. den i called shaki n was toking to her..on n on n on..wen online..she sent me the songs by the veronicas. yay. den at abt 12.30 i got ready..wen to eat..was watching mtv- hip hop countdown. luved the songs. especially ciara's get up. gav like half of my food to manju. =) i REALLI cudnt finish so much food. den i left at 2. the time i was supposed to leave. wen i reached bedok interchange shaki is not even ready. she was half way thru her lunch. i wen to her playground..waiting..waiting for her..called her a couple of times..was waiting so freaking long. so she told me to go up. i did. her mum was so nice as usual. she gav me vitagen AGN. lol. den we left. first we wen to the library. wen to the toilet. shaki thought for like one second tt the girls toilet was the boys. den we wen to arcade. yay arcade. the shooting game we normally play was spoilt.maan. we played the other one. the gun was like damnit heavy. n we kept losing. boo. we saw shaki's bro's friend. he was working there. he thought shaki was skipping sch. ahha. den we left to the playground. n we r taking loads of fotos. realli turned out nice. cause both of us had gd hair day. yay. den we walked to pasar malam n stuff. printed out the fotos. veeery cheap. in this kodak machine thingie. the fotos were like damnit clear. wen back to arcade. took more fotos in the library. wen to print them agn. den i wen straight to mrt station. took train to tampines. took 38 to my grandmum's place. staying over todae. i guess the staying hassle is NOT over. this is my other side grandmum. yay my auntie- perima camee. im gonna go. toodles. ahha.
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7:37 AM
finally out of the hassle of staying at ppls hse. first in nandha's. den in my grandmother's. i missed home actually. my mum n sis came later n my mum brought me for my haircut. yay. i luv haircuts. i straightened my fringe agn. ive been wanting to do tt for a long time. came back at abt 7.30. kinda pissed abt alot of things. i juz need to de-stress. but i dun wanna type out everything cause im too lazy. can u hate n love someone at the same time? i do. my dad. aargh. im stressed n annoyed. u noe wat. i will prove my mum wrong. my sis also. im gonna go up to the third story myself in the total darkness n im going to get tt stupid grey wire n plug it into the com n try n transfer fotos into the com even tho ive never done it b4. woa long sentence. anyways. i shall go do it now.
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9:12 PM
wasoo. okay. let me try n recall everything tt happened over the past few days. yest i wen with mum n sis n boy cousins to the open house rsaf thingie thing. it was super cool. we took loadsa fotos. i made mum win me a pen =) ahahs. n ajay was always too scared to go into the planes n stuff cause if im not wrong he was scared he thing was gonna fly off but obviously it never did.the air show was super duper nice. we left at abt 6. keez n nandha were begging me to come stay over at nandha's cause keez was. i realli din mind. but i wen home first. den amma dropped me at nandha's. i cud hav walked if i wanted to. by the time i came the boys had swam in the pool n they were runing arnd the house all hippy happy. played with them quite alot. den i decided to do my own stuff. so i took my all-time fav book n lay down on their double deck bed on top n mind u there was air-con so it was freaking cold. so i put the quilt over my legs cause i was lying upside down. i put my mp3 on. n juz read. it was so cosy n nice. oh ya. den later wen i finished the book n was bored we had a pillow fight n we were throwing all the soft toys at each other. it was fun. ahaha. i may sound so lame but watever. n we were playing with this seriously annoying electric piano tt even had dog barking, bir chirping, frog croaking, n duck quaking. stupidd. den we decided to sleep but obviously we din so we chatted. all the while we thought ajay was sleeping. until suddenly wen i got up to put my retainers he was like ashwini.ka can i c ur teeth! we al got a shock. i mean wat the heck. he was listening all the while. but later they slept. i cudnt. even with the quilt all the way to the top of my neck. i heard ajay snoring. yes the five-year old boy. lol. i saw the time. it was like 2 if im not wrong. den i guess i slept. nandha woke me up this morning at 7.30 to go play. aarghs. but nvm. i wen to go play with them soccer,basketball n badminton. obviously we had brushed our teeth earlier ah. we came back n i volunteered to go bathe first. i love their shower. it rocks. but unfortunately i hate to use folow me kids shampoo. sheesh. but anyways my hair smells like an orange. den i followed nandha to go buy our breakfast. me n keex shared nasi lemak. nandha had mee siam. ajay had alreadi eaten. den nandha n ajay had to leave for some classes thing so their dad also left- fetching them. their mum wen temple. so now, me n keez hav the whole house to ourselves- apart frm the fact tt latha aunty is still here but shes realli nice. coolios. i was extremely bored n lazed cause i was unfortunately made to watch pokemon with them. eww. we bcame like couch potatoes. so laaazy. den i decided to walk arnd n saw the cm n tada. now im using the com. but i cant go online for some weird reason =( poor keez is so super bored. mayb i shud go giv him company. later we r going swimming agn with some of nandha's friends. yay cute small indian boys. hope their nice. they shud b. todays my mum's wedding anniversary. it was so hard for amma. i noe. she expected my dad to bring her out. hav plans for both of them. but ofcourse he din. cause yest i called him n asked if i cud stay n asked if there was any plans for tmrw. but he said no. n wen i told my mum..she controlled alot. i din wan to lie to her. i cudnt anyway. i cant sae hes bringing her out wen he wasnt. i noe she was abt to cry. but wat cud i do. tts y she wen to bathe. so she cud cry while bathing. n tts something i like to do too. i wish i cud tell appa n scold him but how. he was nice to me..but not to my mum. its times like this tt i hate him. u noe his bro, my uncle, nandha's dad, reminds me so much of him. but so unlike my dad wen it comes to family. wat m i supposed to do now wen i noe everything has fallen apart. my family sucks. -but they wudnt if they tried.
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the stuff mum bought from bangkok. 
art piece brought back yest. this is wat i do in art class. now u noe. okays. now back to normal stuffs. yest mr.sara taught us tamil agn. he toked abt BGR. yupp bgr. weird much. today was fun. i was laughing half the time. im kinda scared i smile too much? cause mr.sara said i hav a nice smile but it scares him wen i laugh too much. but i dun laugh tt loud? today my mouth was pain frm smiling. lol. lit was the funniest. laughing like mad. cause of miss.lee- nicest teacher ever. --apart frm mr.lim. so today i thought i had to go home alone bcause: 1.rukku left early for exam. 2. masyi has higher malay. 3. pearllyn's dad suddenly came to fetch her back. den suddenly, i thought of calling divee! whee. wen back with her. walked to nex bus stop. ran half way. took the first 14. got down at tanah merah. wen upstairs [mrt station] got bored while waiting for mrt. so guess wat. we wen into the train to changi airport. got down to expo. took another train back. n took the train to pasir ris. ahahaha. took 17. oh ya- bought slurpee on the way. n yupp. saw hema on the bus. as in she got on the bus one stop b4 i was supposed to get down. damn shit. cudnt even tok to her. but now im toking to her thru the fone. lol. okays. i guess i better go study. juz wanted a break for now i guess. 
on her bday. so super fun. aft my performance wen out with her n wen to her house. =)
actually im not supposed to put the pic above but hema onli said no friendster..so nvm..its not wrong. =)
aft my performance- cca
