1:48 AM
todayy. haiz. first period- tamil. bleah. 1. i hav to clip up my fringe. 2. i hav to tok in tamil. 3. its tamil! n today in tamil it wasnt gd. she wasnt being nice to me. she was like scolding me saying i dun think n always shake my head n say dunno. wth. its not like i dun think rite. its mainly cause my tamil is so suckish. ive never realised until now how much i miss primary sch tamil class. it used to b so fun. i mean. 20 tamil girls. wow. n mrs naren was so nice at times. n she din mind us toking in english- but we did tok in tamil. my tamil used to b so gd. now its going frm bad to worse. n somemore todays like my second day. aarghs. not a gd time to make me feel tt bad rite. n bcause she say my tamil not gd shes gonna hav oral next week n its gonna b counted in the exams. wth. n she said this also'' mayb den onli u will start putting effort'' i was like thinking wtheck man. den for the rest of the class i wasnt tt smily- wiley n she noticed tt. she was like ashwini all stressed cause i said got oral. n i feel so bad tt bcause of me the rest also hav oral. tts so mean. but honestly saying it shudnt b a problem with them. kk's tamil is like perfect. divya's tamil is gd enough. mine is like the poorest there. wad do u expect? i wasnt a higher mt student like both of them. n i dun tok tamil at home at all. n onli wen i got into secondary sch tt im actually trying to tok tamil this way. n she say i dun put effort. hmph. she gave us this homework where u hav to act out some stupid stuff- tmrw. freak. i was like thinking i'd actually consider dropping to na cause express tamil sucks. but she used to b so nice. haiz i dunno. n coming to this sch is so diff. i dun hav twins. like in primary sch. shakira, hema, manesha. my twins mainly. n marie too. marie- so miss her. iwanna go back la. lol. hiya stop thinking bout it la. it wun ever happen. anyways. aft torturous tamil i wen for alive. magic finger. it was the most fun lesson ever. hard to explain, but it was super nice. recess. usual. den it was maths. usual. den it was music. had this mcq test. it was okaay. den practiced the dumb dragon song. but no one realli did. ended up we got a spot check for our shirts. lunch. usual. science. boring. muz realli study science. den wen home with masyi n pearki. fun fun. on the way to second bus stop found this small ball. we were kicking it until the bus stop. i decided i keep it. ahahha. took 14. usual. got down at bedok int. wen to 7 eleven. bought slurpee. sat at the usual place. until we finished the slurpee. den i took 2 n pearki took train to simei n masyi wen opp n took 222. yupp. came home at 4 agn. lol. i miss my mum. lol. shes onli coming on thurs. i need help for tamil n everything n the time i need her most shes not here. man. this week isnt tt nice huh. sheesh.
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