6:15 AM
aaahhhs. my leg is aching. okays will start with yest nite. hema called. damn funny. we laughed like hell as in seriously. one of the funniest parts:me: eh hema i gtg.hema: oh realli where?me: toilet.BURST OUT LAUGHING. it dusnt seem funny but we were both extremely high. today. had dance in the morning. hui lian n yong han r fun ppls =). im more loyal to dance. hahahs. den wen pasir ris n met rasi n divee n rukku. saw divee's soccer. hahahah. den rushed to sch. den wen for flag day- with sangeetha. it sucked- not the ppl. the flag day. kk i wanna watch tv, will blog later.
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1:09 AM
woakays. i feel like sucha BAD girl. seriously. i gotta stopit. syf is coming up. exams r coming. n i dun seem to b bothered by it. i need to study. i need to go for dance. i WILL study. i WILL go for dance. [self-motivation helps =)] i sound abit crazy but i cant help thinking like tt. u noe wen i do something i feel SO GUILTY. its a bad habit. realli it is. now im feeling terrible abt myself. i hate disappointing my parents- especially my mum. she expects so much of me..i dunno wat else to say. she depends on me alot..but i dunno hu to depend on. ofcourse my friends r always there for me, but this is diff. i hav to change back to my old self. the one tt does things properly. actually, all i mean is to b more responsible. its something im never able to grasp. i hope me n my mum can go for tt korean movie later tonite. wud luv tt. need a gd long cry n tt wud b a perfect opportunity to do so- wat do u expect? me my mum n sis cried watching the trailer itself. its abt this dog n the owners r these two kids..sad muchh. anyways. i realli need to find a way to cheer up.
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5:55 AM
personally, i think this pic is cool. haha.
mum's side of the family.
me n dad.
friends
mum n sis.
k anyways. today. hmm. it was boring like hell. n we missed the freaking SLI!! :( NOT GOOD. me n masyi were very unhappy n to suit our mood it started raining realli heavy. so weird. n after i felt better the rain stopped :P. dance was tiring ofcourse. im kinda scared for the dance. its coming up soon. we need loads more practice. we've done everything but we still need practice. n yessars the indian part is ok =). but im scared for the last part where i hav to stand on the ppl. i dun wanna fall man. had bubble tea aft it- met masyi n rukku. now im alone at home- sis wen tuition n mum wen temple. n i juz realised i hav homework. so dead. n its english of all things. shitts. will come online another timee.
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2:43 AM
my first sari.
rukku,shaki,hema,rasi =)
the whole group of young girls =) haha
havent blogged for the whole of last week. very very busy. had my sadangu on sunday. wen better than i expected. it was quite ok. the pictures we took. SO MANY.
my mum n me
the after-party. me n hema =)
us two agn.
the crazy us :) in total. i had FUN.
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2:52 AM
boos. woah i m SO TIRED. i guess frm yest. yest was COOL. i wen to my grandmum's place in the morning. did homework n finished it =). had wonderFULL food n had ICECREAM :P. den i met keerthi n shank.ka in the bus n wen to nandha's place. woohoo! i saw cookie agn since i wen there on saturday as well. so cute la she [cookie's the dog]. den aft some time we left n reached the SIA training center. while the boys played badminton, me n shank.ka wen to the gym! hahas. 30 mins of non-stop workout. i was like SUPER sweaty aft tt. den we wen back to the boys n played badminton. den at abt 7.30pm we stopped n wen to change. n den we all jumped into the POOL. wheeee. ahahhaha. tried to do a headstand in the water like nandha but cudnt :(. nvm i will keep trying. we stopped at abt 8 something. bathed for like realli long. haha. knowing me. den had this HUGE dinner which was SO YUMMY! mayb it wasnt yummy but none of us knew the diff cause we were like STARVING. yea den mathi.athae dropped me back =D. in total it was : F.U.N. and i got lots of E.X.E.R.C.I.S.E. today i had PE n i had to go for the trial round for napfa. cud die. aft recess wen i wen back to class, my legs were shaking- literally.i almost slept during IS. aft sch me n masyi took 14 n we got down halfway n bought potato chips. ahahah. piggies. den we took 14 agn n i got down at tanah merah so came back early. now im slacking at home. aft dinner will do homework- i prefer doing it then. more concentration. n dinner is yummy spaghetti! one of my favs. tts it for now i guess. laters.
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9:32 PM
yupps. my mum broke the news to me yest tt im having the ceremony thing nex sunday. aaahh. so fast. i was like WAT! today hav to go serangoon road with her n buy all those stuffs..i wonder wat kinda sari she plans on buying. i hope its not like the oldie kind. i wan the soft plain but nice kind. but obviously cannot la cause muz b grand. rraawrs. n the worst part: my auntie wans to invite lots of ppl but NO WAY. i think im inviting my friends- hema n shaki ofcourse. n the secondary sch gang- rukku, divee, rasi n janu. its gonna b so embarrasing but hey all my friends went thru it n now its my turn. i din go for janu's one cause it was on my grandmum's bday :(. i wen for hema's one. n shaki's one. i kinda noe wat to do: juz sit there n let them poke all those stupid pins into ur head n put all kinds of stuff on ur face. im not supposed to complain on tt day. aarghs. i dun even wanna hav it..but my mum like told me so many reasons y we need to hav the whole thing n u noe something? its not realli abt me. im doing this for the family. anyways. im a realli bad girl not doing my homework. i did maths n english but tamil haven even touched. damn. mayb i shud go start.
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6:32 AM
wooooooo! long time since i last blogged. the hols starting frm monday:hema came over to do homework. i finished one page n she did a few questions =). we took loads of pics! hahas. aft tt wen for movie gala. was everything i expected: boring. haha. thank god i had my frens with me. infact, their the onli reason i went. came home late. CUDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE NITE. kept tossing n turning :(tuesday:wen for dance early in the morning. saw rashid in the bus. dance wasnt tt bad. it ended at 1.30--early!! n so me, nabila n farah wen to tm to eat lunch. had chicken rice =D. den we walked arnd a bit. n i saw shaki! n we were both free! so i wen with shaki aft farah n nabi left. we took pics with her fone n took neoprints! =) den amma calls wen i was abt to go home. n she wans me to meet her. lol. i was so freaking tiredd. we wen pizzahut n bought pizzas to bring home- yumm! ex-temasekian was working there! n he toked to my mum n everything. haha. i was wearing sch uni wat. k anyways. den we found the converse fair- i bought 2 tops n a jacket!! woohoo! den we wen to mac cause my mum was hungry. den took a cab back. SLEPT.wednesday [today]:had dance agn. got lost twice. ahahah. was late but dance din start yet. it was super FUN with ms jaclie onli!! it was realli funnn!! haha. den me nabila n farah wen to tm agn n we got ourselves coke with something else n den wen arnd the malls looking for these dance shoes tt we r supposed to hav. we hav to dance in HEELS. im gonna break my leg. den came back with this huge thing in my head. i was scared. cause i found out tt some ppl wanted to stalk me. aarghs. anyways. i gtg sleep. n my mum's waiting for me. laters.
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1:14 AM
yellows. today? very boring. eng was not realli tt bad even tho we had a pretty long lecture. science was super boring but i dun blame her cause shes gotta finish the topic. i actually managed to NOT sleep. wow. i ate tofu today. wow. hahah. geog was kinda boring as well but i listened. wow. nex was history..i cudnt help switching off..not much wen into my head. she din realli teach much of the topic anyways. she was toking abt grp work. lunch was same old. n i got my temasek magazine! aft waiting for like so freaking long!! wasnt tt fantastic actually. lol. den had tamil. it started off boring. we watched this retard video n had to ans questions on this ppr. halfway while we were writing the ans, mdm alamal suddenly comes n starts toking to us. n it bcomes STORY-TELLING TIME! woohoo! it was realli fun. she was telling abt her past. shes realli been thru loads. n she even toked abt ghost stories. ahahah. den had a briefing for history in the hall. boring. n i hav yet another project. rawwrrr. i feel like ljflfnp;NPI. wen back with masyi onli cause the rest hav SLIR- student leader investiture rehearsal. u noe, i feel so weird whenever they hav the SL stuffs cause im like the ONLI ONE among my friends hu isnt anything. masyi is her cca leader. rukku, rasi, divee r student councillors. pearki is a sports cap. janu is a PSL. like im the onli normal one. yeesh. i prefer having nth to worry abt. anyways. nex week. march "hols". hav to go back two days for dance n each session is 6 hours straight= im dead. but anyways we REALLI need lots of practice. syf is coming up. aaahh. im very very scared. n recently i got back my eng compo n i flunked it by one mark. freak. i showed my dad cause i had no other choice. he kinda screamed. mau. i miss my mum so much. like i need wen i need her the most she isnt here. i noe if i had shown the ppr to my mum she wud b shocked n everything. n she wud probably ask me to tell my dad. but its juz different with her. i feel so alone nowadays. nobody to tok to wen i come back home. i onli c my dad in the morning cause he has to fetch us to sch. he comes back so freaking late. there was once i stayed up cause i was doing work..wen to sleep at 11.30..n he wasnt back. sighs. i miss my mum. realli i do. i dunno y im behaving like tt. n tmrw i wanna go for this debate thing to cheer for divee! the problem is: its at 8 until 10.30. woa needs LOADS of convincing. but sch gives us transport. most probably im coming back myself cause i doubt my dad finishes tt early. will c how. yupp i think i typed enuff for today.
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6:05 AM
k today. quite funneee. first lesson was home ec: fine dining. had zaki as my partner. n the raw carrots were disgustinng. i wun go wanna go for fine dining if i hav a date in future. hahas. den had alive- we got to do whatever we wanted. so me n rukku wen toilet like towards the end of the class. n by the time we came out [third floor toilet]..we saw her in divee's class n we were like shit we r so dead if she sees us there! so we ran. den we saw our class lining up for music. ran even more. den music was quite fun abit slack-ish cause we juz had to touch up on our music accompaniments/accompanyments. lunch we wen to toilet agn cause always aft we go IT rm we hav the tendency to pee-mayb too cold. hahah. ate choco chip cookies with masyi-yumm. geog was fun cause we got to noe tt we r going for excursion! woohoo. im with rukku,daryl,yew chen n joshua chee. fun fun. ahaha. i realli feel bad tt im not with masyi n pearki. im sorry agn guys. i need to treat them someplace. n mr.tan was being super cute!! as in oldie cute! hahaha. hes super funny la. even daryl finds him cute. den we had IS. rukku left for hmt. i joined masyi n pearki [exchanged places with benetta] woohooo! the fun starts. hhaah. aft IS had lit dramas. i did mine yest n got xtra points =). it was funny like hell. zaman n yusuf were boyfren girlfren. this is wat happened:zaman: YUSUF! Y U SO LATE!!yusuf: ehh sorri la sorriii. zaman: walking off angry.yusuf: pulls him/her back. hey i wanna show u something. look up there. look at the stars! arent they pretty?? LIKE US.zaman: yes yes. -not very convinced. Y CANT U B A MAN! A MANN!yusuf: wat do u mean im not a man! fine i'll join the army.it wen something like tt. ahahahahha. den benjamin was the girl nurse n he was dancing n singing arnd with a shiny shawl. FUNNY. den zaki was the giddy jilt [drunk like ''bad'' girls] n he was like to kah keng:zaki: [twirling kah keng's shirt sleeve] hi handsome!whole class bursts out laughing.zaki: come to the pub with me.kah keng: umm no i dun go to those places.zaki: oh come on wun u do it for me??! [gives this REALLY girl pose]ahahahahahha. funny funny. cudnt stop laughing for like two hours straight [since IS]. sighs. anyways i gtg sleep. im realli quite sleepy. n i miss my mum hus in france at the moment. cant wait for her to b back.
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11:28 PM
yellow. today: woke up at 8- unwillingly. wen to fetch my grandmum to kallang temple with my mum. but we ended up going there with her. we ended up at kallang river n i saw divee. hahaas. [kallang river clean-up CIP] it was kinda tiring. n i felt like sucha idiot cause i was wearing like normal going out clothes n everyone was like staring at me one-kind. wth. like as if i planned to end up praying at kallang river. den me n my mum headed for serangoon. we ended up kinda late. wen straight to the PLACE. lol. i wen for threading. woo! finally noe wat it feels like=pain. haha. n ofcourse i teared. hmph. din plan to but it juz came. so, aft tt we wen to buy some old tamil vcds for dance. the lady was so nice n she gave us this vcd which had all the fast-beat old tamil songs. cool. aft tt, wen to anandha bhavans n ate my usual: paper dosai- yumm. haha. had to ask for extra red chuttuni- ahahha. sounds damn weird in english. k anyways. aft tt i had to take 67 back myself cause my mum had to go for this class. so it was a realli long lonely ride back home. n now here i m slacking at home. i still hav undone homework but hu cares. im feeling lazyy. will go find something to do. laters.
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9:24 PM
woooee. hmms. lets flashback to yesterday.....wen for an excursion-battlefield tour. saw perima hu did her usual aunty stuffs. hahas. she gave me the moove spray. ahahaha. anyways, it was quite okay. all abt world war 2. wen to 4 places despite the continuos rain. it was quite fun actually. especially with our best friend general yamasyitah. =) came back late- we were supposed to b in sch at 4 but we arrived at like 5 something. reached home at 7. 2nd march.today. holiday. elearning day.wanted to go out with masyi n rukku to follow them go get some gg stuffs but i decided to come here to my grandmum's place. its been long since ive last seen them. anyways, i had to come here cause my com at home had some stoopid problem abt me logging into the stoopid elearn website so yupps. still hav alot of undone work. onli wen thru the 30 slides on digestion. den wen to eat lunch which was my all-time fav: chicken rice! YUMM. now im juz slacking abit b4 i actually go watch another 30 slides on breathing n respiration. BORING. still hav english n maths to go. gd luck to me i guess.
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the crazy us :) in total. i had FUN.