1:14 AM
yellows. today? very boring. eng was not realli tt bad even tho we had a pretty long lecture. science was super boring but i dun blame her cause shes gotta finish the topic. i actually managed to NOT sleep. wow. i ate tofu today. wow. hahah. geog was kinda boring as well but i listened. wow. nex was history..i cudnt help switching off..not much wen into my head. she din realli teach much of the topic anyways. she was toking abt grp work. lunch was same old. n i got my temasek magazine! aft waiting for like so freaking long!! wasnt tt fantastic actually. lol. den had tamil. it started off boring. we watched this retard video n had to ans questions on this ppr. halfway while we were writing the ans, mdm alamal suddenly comes n starts toking to us. n it bcomes STORY-TELLING TIME! woohoo! it was realli fun. she was telling abt her past. shes realli been thru loads. n she even toked abt ghost stories. ahahah. den had a briefing for history in the hall. boring. n i hav yet another project. rawwrrr. i feel like ljflfnp;NPI. wen back with masyi onli cause the rest hav SLIR- student leader investiture rehearsal. u noe, i feel so weird whenever they hav the SL stuffs cause im like the ONLI ONE among my friends hu isnt anything. masyi is her cca leader. rukku, rasi, divee r student councillors. pearki is a sports cap. janu is a PSL. like im the onli normal one. yeesh. i prefer having nth to worry abt. anyways. nex week. march "hols". hav to go back two days for dance n each session is 6 hours straight= im dead. but anyways we REALLI need lots of practice. syf is coming up. aaahh. im very very scared. n recently i got back my eng compo n i flunked it by one mark. freak. i showed my dad cause i had no other choice. he kinda screamed. mau. i miss my mum so much. like i need wen i need her the most she isnt here. i noe if i had shown the ppr to my mum she wud b shocked n everything. n she wud probably ask me to tell my dad. but its juz different with her. i feel so alone nowadays. nobody to tok to wen i come back home. i onli c my dad in the morning cause he has to fetch us to sch. he comes back so freaking late. there was once i stayed up cause i was doing work..wen to sleep at 11.30..n he wasnt back. sighs. i miss my mum. realli i do. i dunno y im behaving like tt. n tmrw i wanna go for this debate thing to cheer for divee! the problem is: its at 8 until 10.30. woa needs LOADS of convincing. but sch gives us transport. most probably im coming back myself cause i doubt my dad finishes tt early. will c how. yupp i think i typed enuff for today.
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